why do we get so stuck with some projects that we cannot stand to think about it, let alone look at it that a rush of disgust and anxiety takes over like eggnogs on holidays? I am way over past the due date of a big project that I was supposed to revise, but the only thing is that I can’t do it! It’s not paralizing fear, I really do not possess the knowledge to do it. and the person keeps insisting when I’ already sent an e-mail showing my desperate attempt of asking for help and that it faild too (that means I fowarded the other persons’ mail which clearly stated that neither me not him could do it. Ao why push it? To make me feel like a complete failure? I already do, no need to bother, dear.